Final year of education.
I have been in education since I started school nearly 20 years ago. This makes me feel an odd mix of exhaustion, pride, sadness and relief. Nearly twenty years. That's hell of a lot of biros. That's even more PE excuse letters (for the amount of times I was excused for "time of the month" from swimming lessons, you could swear I was having a fucking haemorrhage not a period).
How I will probably be discovered in the library during a Masters course |
But I'm still scared. I don't want to move home, but I need to save money and work. Will I even enjoy full-time employment? Should I just go straight onto the Masters course after all?
Not to mention absolute chaos and confusion on the romantic front. Everything is confusing.
I wish I was a cat and only gave a shit about sleeping, eating and licking my own arse.
My first lecture back was the Dylan Thomas module. It looks challenging. Very challenging. But that's what I love about him. I love that his poems are so bloody complex and have to be read and reread over and over. I love the ambiguity of his Romantic versus Modernist style. I love the sexiness of his syllable stresses (...okay, too far). The lectures look hard, but so much fun. We have to do a presentation on his work and get the chance to read out our own poems inspired by him which is a great idea to push students to think creatively.
We got offered a variety of topics including the Cold War, language, radio and film and sex and the body. When sex and the body was offered, I stuck up my hand to claim it as my topic for presentation far too enthusiastically and instantly felt a bit embarrassed when I found no one else was keen to claim it. I might as well have just strolled into lecture in a pair of nipple tassels proclaiming, "Hi my name is Natalie and I'm a massive fucking pervert."
One possible buffet combination |
I looked disgusted.
That's the thing with these "all you can eat" places. They're so horrifyingly grotesque and mesmerising if you want to people-watch (being that self-confessed pervert, I watch people a lot. I draw the line at public gym showers however so you can't arrest me). Here are a few scenes typical of buffet-type environments. Go to Taybarn's and play Bingo with this list if you wish. You will probably discover:
That time I nearly rivaled my "salsa" pregnancy with a vodka & Diet Coke baby |
* Families with a collective weight of 3 tonnes.
* Children with chips lodged in ears/noses/etc.
* Fairly old couples who look more enamoured by their fourth helping of chicken curry than the aging bore across the table with whom they are stuck with in stale matrimony.
* Unacceptable food combinations (eg. Yorkshire pudding, hot dog sausage and custard).
* An abundance of "food pregnancies".
* A sea of french fries littering the ketchup-splodged shores of a high-chair.
* Obese people filling carrier bags of burgers.
It all combines into a beautiful image to rival a glowing pink sunset over the shores of a Caribbean sea. I personally can't understand the concept of eating until the point of wanting to burst and watching strangers glut themselves until they turn a faint tinge of olive-green always makes me feel a bit queasy. Surely if you go for a meal you should be enjoying it, not inhaling it.
Then again, I'm sure my affinity for cold tinned carrots, massive jars of beetroot and ketchup-covered Sunday dinners aren't to many people's tastes either. Not to mention my secret crushes on James Blunt and James Corden.
I'd be Smithy's takeaway anyday |
He's beautiful, it's true. Oh, shut up, he is. |
Ah well. Each to their own.
Until next time. Need some kitten porn.
PS- I haven't even thought much about cats today as my thoughts have been elsewhere, but I did buy a cat card and looked at a picture of a Persian earlier.
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